When you don’t have anyone around to love you the way you want.
Then, you learn to love yourself.
Yes, I am self-obsessed, self-centered and selfish.
Gaurav Gupta
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Diary Entry 12.08.2017
There are times when you miss someone so badly that you want to take them out from your fantasy land and hug them tightly for real.
Your lives just stop without them, however hard you try to run away from memories you keep on getting closer to them.
You realize it’s love when all you can think about is that one person.
I am missing you, My Girl. I hope you do too.
Gaurav Gupta
Diary Entry 23.07.2017
I can’t seem to get these lines of a song out of my head.
When I close my eyes. You’re here by my side
Oh, when I close my eyes. You’re here by my side.
All I ever really need is your love. Nothing I could say would ever be enough.
Stay a little longer with me, baby! Won’t you stay a little longer with me!
Though I am happy most of the time as I don’t require her to be physically present with me. I can love her without her being with me. But sometimes I become so weak and my resolve just breaks. All I want to do is tell her how I feel. The lines from song tell exactly how I feel.
In those weak moments, you become my Saviour dear diary. Thank you for helping me keep my promise 🙂
Gaurav Gupta
What do I want to do
What do I want to do is lay my head in your lap and sleep like a child. Because with you I feel safe, I feel everything is alright.
What do I want to do is play with hairs for hours. They are perfect just like you.
What do I want to do is lay with you under open sky counting stars and talking my heart out. Because with you I can be myself.
What do I want to do is to know you more. I want to spend rest of my breaths unravelling the mystery that is you.
What do I want to do is not to share you with anyone. I want to spend all my time with you because one life time is not enough.
What do I want to do is live this adventure called life with you. Together Forever. ❤
My Girl, I Love You and I need you. ❤ Please come back.
Gaurav Gupta
Happy Birthday to Me!
Yesterday was my 26th Birthday! Happy Birthday to Me! Happy Birthday to Me! Happy Birthday, Dear Gaurav! Happy Birthday to Me!
Nobody wished me on my birthday, except for my family. Also, the call I was waiting for the most didn’t come.
Did My Girl forget my birthday? Is she even thinking about me?
I don’t know the answers to these questions, all I know is it’s My Birthday and I am happy and enjoying it.
Happy Birthday to Me!!
Gaurav Gupta
Current State
So, have I given up on love? No, but I won’t be the one coming forward with it, chasing you and making all the efforts.
I will just sit pretty and content being single in my joyous zone. If you find me worthy enough, then go ahead and say it to me. But don’t expect me to play the games of hints and silences.
I am done with that circus. You want to be subtle about love? Well, then say – I Love You, at the very least, because nothing less clear will do it for me now.
I am done with the waiting, supposedly romantic, part of love. Just hit me with your love on my face, screaming my name with your blaring tongue, madly in love with me, else – just stay away.
Gaurav Gupta
The Day I Saw My Girl
Two years back, on this very day 15th January 2015 I saw My Girl for the very first time. It was a Skype call, business related. There she was. My heart skipped the beat, looking at her. Looking at her beautiful smile.
Today I wanted to write something awesome. Today I wanted to write something brilliant.
Today I wanted to write something that can give my readers goosebumps with perfectly constructed statements.
Today I wanted to write something so fascinating that it takes My Girl to my fantasy world and see what she means to me.
Today I wanted to write something so beautiful that has never been written before.
Today I wanted to write something so imaginative that never has been imagined before.
Today I wanted to write something so sensual that never has been sensed before.
Today I wanted my words to create the magic that My Girl would be lost in them and come back to me.
But right now at this very moment, all I can think is how much I miss her. How badly I want to be with her. How much I Love Her ❤
Happy Second Anniversary for our first Introduction to My Girl.
Stay Happy, Stay Blessed, Stay Smiling.
Gaurav Gupta
