What’s in the Picture

Drunk, she sends me this picture. 3 AM in the cold wintery night My Girl asks me that what this picture means to me. She told me that this picture means a lot to her.

The only answer I had was that “My Girl, you are texting me, sending me pictures, wanting to talk to me. All this while you are drunk. You are thinking of me while you can’t even stand straight. This means that you Love Me.” I Love You too. I too have drunk texted you so many times because I think of you all the time. Because I miss you all the time. I want to be with you all the time. I want to talk to you all the time.

But instead, I say some random stupid stuff about the shoes, about the wine and everything non-important.

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Last night we had a fight. She said she is going out on a weekend trip with a guy and she can’t tell me who it is. I don’t know what’s going on in her mind. Was she just teasing me or did she actually meant it? I was hurt. How can she expect me to be okay with the fact that she will be roaming around with a guy for the whole weekend? I just want to say to her “My Girl, you are mine and you are mine forever. Nobody can take you away from me.”

I was hurt and in that moment I said something to her which I shouldn’t have said. I wanted to hurt her for hurting me. I know it’s wrong and I feel guilty for it. Sorry, My Girl.

I am so Sorry and I am so in Love with You. I am in Love with you Head over Heels. ❤

P.S – I know that she doesn’t read my blogs, but someday down the line, I want my feelings to reach to her via these blogs. Still waiting for you, My Girl. 🙂

 

Gaurav Gupta

 

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Happy New Year

After a spending time for a week, it was time for me to say goodbye. This is the part which I hate the most, saying goodbye. The past week has been fun. We had gone out to dinners, gone out on movies, had a really long drive. We also had our pizza night and then pizza fight. Now it’s time to go back to our life’s.

My Girl has to resume work in her London office and I had to be back in Delhi.

Sitting together in the car, outside the airport. The silence prevails. Neither I or My Girl said anything for a while. The thought of being away from My Girl gripped my mind. There were no words coming out of my mouth.

After a while breaking the silence My Girl said “So?”

Me: So?

MG: Don’t worry, I will be back in a couple of months.

I said “Hmm” and my head just dropped down. My eyes were wet. My Girl reached out, with a gentle touch she uplifts my chin. I could see even her eyes were wet. I was just looking in her eyes. So beautiful, so deep. Like they were trying to assure my sinking heart that everything will be fine. We will be together soon.

I just wanted her to stop me from going. I just wanted her to tell me to stay. I just wanted to drop everything and stay with her. I just didn’t want to leave her.

I wanted to sing a song for her.

Like the season’s first snow, you are falling on my heart.

My heart is melting and my world is changing.

But in that moment when I wanted to just encapture all her beauty all I could faintly murmur “I Love You” ❤

We hugged. I felt both of us were just melting in each other’s embrace. Nothing could separate us. I took a bite of her luscious lips. My Girl kissed back. I didn’t want that moment to end. I just wanted to be in her arms forever.

As the time for my flight drew nearer, My Girl drives us to the dropping point. I picked my luggage and got out of car. I hugged her. I hugged her tight, never wanting to let her go. After some time, I kissed her forehead and said the most difficult goodbye.

I said goodbye with a renewed hope that in few months time she will be back and we will be together again.

I Love You.  I miss You. ❤

 

Gaurav Gupta

 

 

Dinner Date

It was a hectic day at work. A lot of work pressure. But somehow I managed to finish all the pending issues on time and I reached home on time. I thought My Girl would have been home by now and I would take her out for a romantic dinner date.

To my surprise, she was still not home. Maybe her day at the office was also heavy. What should I do now? I got a killer idea. If we can’t go out then I can cook something for her myself.

I prepared my famous sweet corn soup. We have wine and for supper, I cooked pasta. For dessert, we can have dairy milk chocolate. All set, I just have to wait for My Girl now.

I don’t know when I fall asleep waiting for her. When I woke up I realized someone was caressing my hair. Still half asleep I try to open my eyes. It was My Girl. She was standing right beside me and gently playing with my hair. I looked at her face. She was looking gorgeous as ever. Then I looked at the wall clock. It was 1 AM. Before I could ask anything, she kept her finger on my lips. I kissed her finger naughtily.

She has already seen all the preparations I had done for her. She was looking at me continuously and was smiling at the same time.Words didn’t matter in this beautiful moment

Words didn’t matter in this beautiful moment. Our eyes were talking. I poured her the wine. We had our meals together. Out of nowhere she hugged me tight. I hugged her back. That was a very beautiful moment.

This is me and my perfect dinner date with My Girl.

We all fight many battles every day. Battles at the workplace. Career battles, financial battles. Health issues and what not. I also do. But from morning to evening after all these hassles when I come home and see that My Girl is waiting for me. Smiling looking at me. It gives me energy and motivation to continue and overcome all the challenges next day.

P.S – I love you My Girl ❤

 

Gaurav Gupta