This is Me!!

This Cactus has literal thorns and I have metaphorical thorns!!

 

Gaurav Gupta

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Trust is a delicate thing

Tu jo rutha, To kaun hasega.

Tu jo chutha, to kaun rahegaaa.

Tu chup hai to ye darr lagta hai,

Apna mujhko ab kaun kahega.

Trust sure is a delicate thing. It takes a lifetime to build it and just a moment of madness to break it. Along with trust, so many things break inside of you that too without any noise.

It makes you angry, sad, depressed, hopeless all at the same time. You trust people with your life and they toss it around like it means nothing.

Broken heart, broken souls, broken people can be mended, can be made whole once again. But, once trust is broken it’s very difficult to mend it.

Don’t ever break someone’s trust. 😦

 

Gaurav Gupta

Diary Entry 12.08.2017

There are times when you miss someone so badly that you want to take them out from your fantasy land and hug them tightly for real.

Your lives just stop without them, however hard you try to run away from memories you keep on getting closer to them.

You realize it’s love when all you can think about is that one person.

I am missing you, My Girl. I hope you do too.

 

Gaurav Gupta

Diary Entry 23.07.2017

I can’t seem to get these lines of a song out of my head.

When I close my eyes. You’re here by my side
Oh, when I close my eyes. You’re here by my side.

All I ever really need is your love. Nothing I could say would ever be enough.

Stay a little longer with me, baby! Won’t you stay a little longer with me!

Though I am happy most of the time as I don’t require her to be physically present with me. I can love her without her being with me. But sometimes I become so weak and my resolve just breaks. All I want to do is tell her how I feel. The lines from song tell exactly how I feel.

In those weak moments, you become my Saviour dear diary. Thank you for helping me keep my promise 🙂

 

Gaurav Gupta

 

What do I want to do

What do I want to do is lay my head in your lap and sleep like a child. Because with you I feel safe, I feel everything is alright.

What do I want to do is play with hairs for hours. They are perfect just like you.

What do I want to do is lay with you under open sky counting stars and talking my heart out. Because with you I can be myself.

What do I want to do is to know you more. I want to spend rest of my breaths unravelling the mystery that is you.

What do I want to do is not to share you with anyone. I want to spend all my time with you because one life time is not enough.

What do I want to do is live this adventure called life with you. Together Forever. ❤

My Girl, I Love You and I need you. ❤ Please come back.

 

Gaurav Gupta

 

Happy Birthday to Me!

Yesterday was my 26th Birthday! Happy Birthday to Me! Happy Birthday to Me! Happy Birthday, Dear Gaurav! Happy Birthday to Me!

Nobody wished me on my birthday, except for my family. Also, the call I was waiting for the most didn’t come.

Did My Girl forget my birthday? Is she even thinking about me?

I don’t know the answers to these questions, all I know is it’s My Birthday and I am happy and enjoying it.

Happy Birthday to Me!!

 

Gaurav Gupta